Keep on prayin'

Mom is still doing better, but today she was determined to get up and do things around the house. I tried to keep her from it, but she was determined. I already had Cara coming to do some things for me, and of course to see Illan :). But, Mom wouldn't give in. She washed dishes and got sick and threw up. It was the first thing she has really done and I think she over did it. She feels like if she doesn't start doing things, she won't be able to go home and do for herself.

I am conflicted, I don't really want her to go home...though I know that is where she needs to be. I would rather her not do much here, but how is she going to know what she can do at this point if she doesn't start. I did get some pintos, and she loves to cook them so in the morning we will get up and do that together, and make some cornbread I think.

My back is so out, went to the grocery store...first time I had been up since I had this virus and my back really told me about it. I was in tears walking down the aisle, to the point I almost called Randall and Cara to come finish for me. I spied one of those wheelchair buggies...came close to giving in...but, instead I left without a few things and had them put the groceries up.

I am not telling mom about my back, she worries about me and thinks I am doing too much. She thinks she should go home so I don't have to worry with her, but, I will be going there every day...so either way.

Just keep praying for her. (((HUGS)))